Resolution

Well I have decided to wear makeup and sunscreen everyday. I am gonna post my makeup face everyday.

This blog...

Sometimes even though I have something that I want to say on this blog I dont because... Well frankly its hard to do from my phone. I believe it will be easier once I get internet at home and am able to update from my computer instead of just from my phones email app.

I am still going to post but they may not turn out like I want them too. I have plans for this blog that will probably unfold as I get my own life in order and the way that I want it to be. Just an apology and a notice.

Cross Stitching

Its currently 2:26am and I cant sleep. I want to start work on my new hobby. I am starting to do cross stitch. It really helps me to calm down and focus. I wish that I had had these when I went to the hospital with Jesse. Maybe I wouldnt have worried as much. Well wouldnt have freaked out as much after he came home.

The project that i am currently doing is a stamped cross stitch pattern of a peace sign. Its orange and purple. It even came with a mine embroidary hoop that was SUPPOSED to double as a frame but i am just gonna use something else and keep the hoop to work with. Stamped cross-stitch isnt my favorite thing to do but its a start. I prefer to use aida cloth. And do it on my own.

I have found one problem with it though. I need reading glasses to help me see the stitches better. They sometimes give me a headache. A good thing though about it is it helps with my depression and anxiety which is actually a VERY good thing. Hopefully someday I will be very good at cross-stitching.

Zannie

Depressed

Well my depression had made a come back. After the week I had its not a total surprise. On the 5th Jesse got hurt by a bull and ended up with fractured ribs, blunt chest trauma, pheumothorax and a contusion on his liver. We came home from the hospital in Batesville (which was 110 miles away) on Tuesday the 8th. Since then i have been trying my best to take care of him and i am not doing that good of a job because he is fighting me every step of the way.

On another note my grandparents were in town for a visit. I really enjoyed the time with the. Espeacially since i dont know the next time that I will get to see them.

I have some new bath stuff and I need to do something to get rid of the depression that is setting in. I need advice.
Zan

Happy Mothers Day!!!!!!!!

Wishing all the mothers out there happy mothers day

Oops!!!

Ok people i boobooed heres the real video of jesses bronc ride.

Jesse's rodeo on saturday

Jesse was gone all weekend to the rodeo in midway. He has another one this weekend. At this last one he place 3rd.