New Beginning

Sunday was my birthday. It was pretty much just another day but in a way it wasn't. My attitude has changed somewhat. I am taking my birthday as a fresh start. I am going to try to work on who I want to be not who I am. I have plans that need to be completed as soon as possible.

I haven't had another date yet but i don't plan on having one with the same guy. There is nothing there. He’s nice but I cant explain it. I have crushes though.

Anyway I am looking for a second job because this one isn't earning me enough. I am going to have to get me an apartment and a car of my own soon. I just wish that it was all easier but its not.

Thursday is Thanksgiving. Luckily I am off that day. Tomorrow (Well actually today) after work I am going to spend the night with my Cousins. I cant wait. It will be good for me. I hope at least.

Wish me Luck.

Fresh start????

My 26th birthday is next Sunday. And I am dreading it. It doesn't help that the ex is filing the papers soon and is apparently already engaged. So that hurts. I need a second job in the mornings. I have WAY too much that needs to be done. I need my own place, my own car( and all that entails ), insurance, a rregular cellphone, internet, and a new laptop so that I can start writing. As well as spending money.

I really don't know what I am going to do.

I had a date last Sunday. It was ok. We went to a movie. Its not going to go any where though.

I really must start posting more.

I need a hobby

I  am currently thinking of what crafts I want to do and learn. So far the list is very long. I don’t know what else I want to put on the list but so far it is a pretty long list

1. Card Making
2. Scrapbooking
3. photography
4. Jewelry Making
5. Embroidery
6. Cross Stitch
7. Leather Working
8. Quilting
9. Knitting
10. Crochet
11. lace making
12. Baking
13. Chocolate Making
14. Clothing making
15. Calligraphy
16. Sketching
17. Painting

But it will be a long time from now before I am able to make it.

Its September… Where did the time go?

I cant believe that it is already September. The official start of Fall is in 3 weeks. Football has started. The Squirrels are getting well squirrelly and its getting colder. Although I cant wait of the year end I am still shocked at how fast it is going.

I still don’t have Job or an Apartment or pretty much anything. My entire life is falling apart it seems. I keep filling out job applications and there is nothing else I can do until I get the fated job. Once I do however my “apartment” is going to be pretty empty because I don’t have ANY thing unless of course I rent furniture from rent-a-center or something like that. That’s ok. I can use camp chairs in the living room and an air mattress for a bed. I can make it work some how.

I still don’t know how to use the local bus system. When I get a job I will definitely have to learn until I can get a car of my own. Which I hope will be before next spring. I want to go on trips sight seeing day trips. I am thinking of getting an enhanced Drivers License just in case I decide to go to Canada. Who knows it could happen.

Lets just hope that things can work out for me soon.

Sorry to be neglectful…

Oops I thought that I had posted on this blog sooner then now but I guess I didn’t. I wasn’t neglectful on purpose I just have forgotten about it. So to catch up I still don’t have a job, or an apartment or a car BUT I Do have my GED. I had three 630 scores and 640 score and a 560 score and I only needed an average score of 450. So I did good. I am going to start writing more but I must make a plan to do it. Wish me luck

Zanana

P.S I will try to catch up tomorrow its getting late.

Things to start doing

I really must start doing several things:

1. Applying for Jobs more often
2. Writing in my Diary
3. writing my blogs
4. Writing Novel One
5. Walking in the mornings

I don’t know what I am going to do these next couple of days except that I am going to have to hurry up and find a job so that I can get a place of my OWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! If I stay here too much longer then I am going to get completely emotionally unstable.

Want to start a cooking blog

I so want to start a Food blog some day. and I have a lot of plans for it but I cant start it until I am able to get my own place and my own kitchen. At first my blog wont be much because it will be just starting out but I hope that it can be a good thing.

I wont be only cooking but I will also be posting about kitchen gadgets and new restaurants that I try. There will also be the new ingredients that I am using in my kitchen. I don’t know why I want to do this but I know that I love food.

Since I am thinking about starting a food blog maybe I should start soon not because I will be able to cook but because of the fact of eating out. I don’t know I will have to figure it out. I wish that I could do something more to occupy my time while I wait for my job and a place of my own.