New Beginning

Sunday was my birthday. It was pretty much just another day but in a way it wasn't. My attitude has changed somewhat. I am taking my birthday as a fresh start. I am going to try to work on who I want to be not who I am. I have plans that need to be completed as soon as possible.

I haven't had another date yet but i don't plan on having one with the same guy. There is nothing there. He’s nice but I cant explain it. I have crushes though.

Anyway I am looking for a second job because this one isn't earning me enough. I am going to have to get me an apartment and a car of my own soon. I just wish that it was all easier but its not.

Thursday is Thanksgiving. Luckily I am off that day. Tomorrow (Well actually today) after work I am going to spend the night with my Cousins. I cant wait. It will be good for me. I hope at least.

Wish me Luck.

Fresh start????

My 26th birthday is next Sunday. And I am dreading it. It doesn't help that the ex is filing the papers soon and is apparently already engaged. So that hurts. I need a second job in the mornings. I have WAY too much that needs to be done. I need my own place, my own car( and all that entails ), insurance, a rregular cellphone, internet, and a new laptop so that I can start writing. As well as spending money.

I really don't know what I am going to do.

I had a date last Sunday. It was ok. We went to a movie. Its not going to go any where though.

I really must start posting more.