The Christmas Tree is down. And I have royally sucky hours today. 6pm to 10pm(?). And I am by myself from 6:30 and we close at 8:30pm.
And I close on New Years Eve. I dread new years eve and New Years. It just makes things worse instead of better.
I found a new song that I really like. It is Hurricane by 30 seconds to mars.
These holiday Seasons have been rough on me. I wanted to be completely alone and currently that isn't possible. I wish that I could get drunk on new years eve. But I cant. Despite everything.
Its official. I need to get me a new MP3 player. I will probably get an iPod Classic 160gb. My Touch is getting pretty banged up and I have so many songs and am continuing to get so many songs. That I need to do something. Although that would require me to do what I need to do and make playlists on this computer. 
maybe I should do that on the first. and try to start clean.
